Wow

Oh my God. I'm so pathetic. I apologize to anyone who had the misfortune of reading that wangsty piece of shit that was the previous entry. It's been deleted. God, I should know better than to post something like that when I know in the back of my head that the next morning everything will be back to normal.

Gah. Wangst. I feel like I need to take a shower.

I mean, it's true I need to find other skills, because there's every chance the writing thing won't pan out. But give up writing? Who am I kidding? Writing is like an addiction. You can't just give it up like that. Bah. I should know that by now.

So. Sorry about that, to any of you who read that thing (not that anyone reads this LJ). Everything's fine. No, I'm not going to kill myself or something like that and no, I'm not going to give up writing. I'm too stupid and addicted to give it up. It's too late anyway; writing is a part of me now.

*shudder* I never thought I'd sink so low as to wangst on a livejournal.